Don't Hurt Me Ever Again

Saturday, August 16, 2008

I'm just a nobody

Had lotsa fun at cheryl's Anchorage played badminton @ squash court...Chatted yeah...Celebrated HL milk b'day @ HQ after BNCO & Re-BFA...OK OK lor the papers...Feeling really sad now...a heavy departure & a bad quarrel with err hmm...LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL!!! WHAT DID I DO WRONG?????WHY IS EVERTBODY LEAVING ME LIAO?????WHAT GO WRONG??? WHY MUST IT HAPPEN THIS WAY???I'M DWELLING MYSELF IN TORMENT...BUT NOBODY SEEMS TO CARE ABOUT ME???I M SEEKING INTO A WORLD OF LONELINESS & MEANINGFULNESS...I FIND MY LIFE IS JUST AS BORED... RELLY...SOMETIMES CANNOT HELP BUT HAVING SUICIDAL THOUGHTS... IN A DAMN COLD COLD PLACE... I HAD TO LISTENED TO 'SECRET' TO KEEP ME GOING...I MAY JUST DIE...

can i just drop dead immediately???

life's been boring...

my intake's life...everybody's...

Is thrashed by ****

WTF la...HE THINK HE BIG FUCK arr?

pls lar horr...

i dun even give a single damn la k

make it as clear as possible...

PS its not EK and Louiza...if u happen to c dis post

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Sunday, August 10, 2008

Reply tags

To:ting xin, yea.i will link u soon yea.been quite busy these few days.Had just read your green post,yep...thanks yea!!!been really grateful to u to u 4 ur guidance these few mths,as a fren and as a NCO...All E Best 4 O lvls=) To:sir hakim, yeah,thanks 4 tagging=Dbeen sort of grateful to u 4 ur advice in SJ and as frens.Bon Voyage 4 ur flight and come back to S'pore often!!!=) NTH to blog...had a sad but memorable day...NDP was quite fun,bored 4 some performances...Dances are niceee!!!ESP,Kai Qi was dancing...quite niceee...had a graduation ceremony 4 NCOs'08...Will miss u guys of cool NCOs=)))All E Best in everything yeah?cried till eyes are red & sore...Now was alright=)Byes...

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Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Let It Go...

hey blogger!been long decades since i had ever blogged.Dui bu qi my blogger as well as my peeps!!!I HAD LEARNT SMTH TODAE.wen ii known 'wave' had a gf as well as WHO it is...it maybe shocking,but truths are ALWAYS truths...I understand the pain and turmoil during the whole process of letting it go.I've tried it b4 and IT'S SUCKS!thats why I decided to stop myself from going through such pain anymore.GESS is a place to STUDY,and not a place for couples.I finnally know the real meaning of letting it go.At first,I thought I CAN'T DO IT...in the end,I can!!!All challenges make me strong=) and not made me die!!!WOO HOO!No point hanging to it,letting it go maybe a release for me...SAD,but life still go on.I must strive on in life.Smile because it happened and NOT cry because it's over!!!=)I felt relieved!At least I had let go of 'wave'!!!GOOD LUCK for you and ... GTG Blog again soon,I hope....

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Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Hahaha long time nvr blog liao so sian msn bah but not blog leii hahaha tired rehearsal for RH tomolo AP and PB meeting full C rehearsal ...hahaha ii got a new oren baju kurong fr Geylang Serai nice but ling sleeves sooooooo hot Rhon,update my blog soon OK? my blog look so suckii sian until dun wan blog... gotta study liao... NO MSN,BLOG BLA BLA BLA FYE... die die die...

ps.wo ai nii,'oren'

jiaYous for ... spa ba

talk to u asap

needa study

chiong for both of us hao ma?

=DDD

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Tuesday, June 3, 2008

I think my blogger is dead...

hello hello...blog is dead...but now REVIVED!!! "CASUALTY IS REVIVED!NO1" Muahaha...still having the"FAC" mood... Anyways...a lil 'bout FAC COMP... NC2 & Trainee Siew Huai rawks!!!=))) We got 2nd in FA...+++ we trained for only 2wks & we are only Sec2s & Sec3!!! 3 CHEERS FR NC2!!!

Let's talk 'bout today's training...

Today was quite nice,although i ran like...8 rounds arond the arena

Sir Hakim was the 'main' one(i mean trainee)

who took us...

Some others were Mdm Chong WT & Mdm Teo SH...

Today was not a very start...

We slacked in attire as well as attendance(2As,luckily not 3As)

Gotcha scoldings...Sec2s & 3s barely make up a squad for FDC

Quite sad & disappointed...

Did punishments(KNOCK IT DOWN!)...

I feel that my drills were a lil more stable & better=)))

Did stationary drills & basic marching...

TX joined us in the marching...

THANKS!!!TX!!!our banging was much louder & stable;)

HAHAHA!a lot of funny stuffs happened...to us...ESP,sharmine!

Today was a FUN 1;)

Ya...that's all for today!!!

ONWARDS GESS SJAB cum Dragon Saints!!!

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Monday, April 21, 2008

WTF...

WTF LA...TODAY,HOME ECON...

walao,datt mdm quah...keep -2,-2 fr mii & mavis marks la!!!

fuck...

ii dun blame quah cos ii alre explain 2 her liao

& wee only used the lower pt,to bake ourr dish

wee DID NOT use the upper pt,which is used for fryin!!!!!

wee were asked to CLEAN & she wenn to -2m away!!!!!

I WISH THAT FUCKER GET THEIR RETRIBUTION 4 DISHONESTY!!!

.....

danm it!!!if it pulls dwn mua aggregate/ii cantt gett top 4 MYE,

ii swear ii'll kill them!!!

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Friday, April 18, 2008

ii love him...

IF.....

NI ZAII WO DE BO KE,wo xiang shuo wo zhen de hen xi huan nii...

uu shld noe huu uu rre...

itts great 2 bb urr fren lerr...nottin much 2 ask 4 liao...

ii m realli CONTENTED=)))

Good Luc 4 urr upcomiin'impt' event...

eileenlovehym

18/4/08

9.21pm

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